The Stars Within

lyra

 

At the tremendous “risk” of going really “out there” with this blog post, bear with me, it’ll all land again on human territory.

Perhaps you have heard about, or followed some of the relevant information and/or the ramblings and guesses of those who call themselves “starseeds”. All in all, the fascination with stars may have been the only clue that you are drawn to lift your gaze from the everyday human stuff toward the heavens and wonder about other worlds. Perhaps you’ve been equally fascinated by all things sci-fi or astrology, astronomy etc, or all of the above combined. Then there’s the yet unproven but very eagerly talked about theme of “aliens”. Other people who live on other planets. To me it has been really quite a common sense assumption, while gazing upon the vastness of space, that there ought to be other beings out there, science is now catching up to saying that the probability is high or some such.

Anyway, long ago, I visioned and had received a message that had puzzled me deeply. “You are not of the Earth” it said. That was very strange, because I look very human indeed and my body is definitely a human one. That odd message was difficult to integrate, let alone believe for a very long time, especially as it was combined with many voices that urged me to finally ground. I do have a deep love for Mother Earth but also a very difficult time to fully comprehend my lack of understanding of my fellow human beings. All in all, it was a very confusing mix to say the least. I’ve learned to cope, I’ve learned to live with it, howver, I’ve never quite shaken the belief and subsequent experience of being “different”, an assessment that had come a long way from the much more potent, self-critical “attributes” of old.

These days, I see Native American tribes gather and meet peacefully after long standing rivalries. They are making peace. They come together for the common cause of saving Mother Earth and protecting her water. A noble cause indeed! In my immediate experience, I see family ties break and fizzle away, I see soul families gather, and that leads to the question I had been born with, which still resounds very deeply within me: “where do I come from?”

Sure, by now I understand that my source is energy, consciousness to be exact and has no specific location. My spark, or soul if you wish, has affinities however, and one very strong affinity is to a different star system. I’ve yearned to go “home” all my life and it has nothing to do with croaking or going back to source. It has to do with being familiar with being incarnated in a much lighter even taller body and experience the point of view of my soul family, who does not reside on Earth. I feel the connection with them today as much as I did (unknowingly then) in my youth. It has always been there. The starseed lies within, even if I spent many years trying to seek it outside of me. The starbeings we feel close to are “out there”. Our wish for them to come down to Earth may even be known, but they cannot come into an acknowledged common reality, as long as we believe that they are far, far out there on some planet that is millions of lightyears away. Instead, it took only a slight shift in consciousness, to realize that they are also in here, right in my own energetic make-up. This shift was nothing I had intended for, it happened spontaneously. I realized that my star family’s perception and abilities are encoded in my DNA, their love is in my heart, their mind and their point of perspective can merge with mine in my own field of consciousness.

Upon acknowledging the simple epiphany, that the star family isn’t “out there” but “in here”, the DNA blueprint that I call starseed began to shift. I can only describe it as an “activation” or  an “opening” – the seed had begun germinating – My perception and energetic sense has shifted ever since then. It seems to be shifting into the mindset/belief pattern and point of perception that stems from that particular star family. Where it all goes, I do not know. This is a new development that I can only allow, for stopping it is impossible. One admonishment that I received was this: the human based perception of separation, and with that the experience of aloneness, is a treat. It’s an illusion that is not part of the perception of my star family’s consciousness. I had better explicitly embrace and appreciate the very thing which irked me so for so long, for soon I feel that perception will shift. By shifting this perception and sharing this information with others who also know they are starseeds, the awakening to the call of the joining of the tribes can continue and spread. The raising of humanity’s consciousness is a very subtle and personal inside job. There is nothing one has to do other than allow the shift to the innate blueprint of that which we came to be – humans, united with their star tribes.  – We truly are the ones we have been waiting for!

 

 

 

 

The Blessing of Accepting Responsibility

As I was spiraling through my patterning, I had the opportunity to get a good look at a wonderful pattern. The pattern that keeps me in the “right” to complain, blame others for my experience, and feel victimized by circumstances and people. There I thought I had worked through that, but it appeared that there was another level of intensity that I could become clear about. Sure, I know I’m the creator of my own reality – I take full responsibility, except when I complain, or judge, or fall into these states where I feel sorry for my (perceived) bad luck and so on. Only then, I’m rather not the creator of my own reality… In those moments, I disavow my creator status. By doing that, I basically am very mean to myself. With my resistance to accepting that it is my creation, I say in energetic “words” – “I did not do that – therefore, I’m not a creator”. Strangely enough, when I last revisited this subject, it felt like I was facing a really tough decision – one that asks me to give up complaining and blaming others (more and more) and one that asks me to step into the identity as being a responsible creator. It was the moment in which I realized, that once I fully embrace this, I will no longer pretend I am something that I am not. Authenticity had just gotten more real than ever before. My perception has since shifted from seeing my experience as something I am looking at, to something I actually caused to appear. The impact of taking full responsibility for this is sobering to say the least. I am happy to be in this place, for the path that lead me here was my unique creation as well, and I am fully responsible for every bit in my reality.

Puzzle Pieces

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Imagine life as one immensely large image made of countless puzzle pieces. Imagine further, that this image is forever changing and is in a state of perpetual motion. The puzzle pieces keep morphing, moving, adjusting in rhythm with this image. Life – the image/experience would not be complete(able) without all the puzzle pieces.

Have you ever worked on a 2D jigsaw puzzle and found that after all the pieces had been joined into the image, there was one or a few missing? That never feels good. Have you ever tried to put a piece into a place where it looked like it ought to fit, but then it just would not? Have you ever paused to appreciate that we humans in this life are part of a much larger puzzle and each piece is uniquely suited to fit into the bigger picture? That is how I view life. Each piece of the puzzle is unique, individual and essential. Yes, some look like they are the same, but in essence they won’t fit into the spot you thought they should. Some others look like they should just not be there, they look ugly or unsuited perhaps. However, each one is immensely important to the whole, for without it, the image would have gaps. No two pieces are exactly the same. No two pieces are meant to be the same. That is the state of diversity and at the same time oneness – and yes, it does look chaotic at times (or most of the time).

Each piece can be appreciated for what it is and at least conceptually be accepted as fitting into the bigger picture in a most unique and beautiful way. I find that it is time to let go of the idea that we must be like everyone else – when in reality, no two puzzle pieces are exactly the same. It’s just not how puzzles work.

There is no Way…

Life is expansive, there are no conflicts in nature. It is only the illusion of separation that brings the contrast of conflict… We keep seeking for a solution to find the way, but there is no real way, because we already are what we are seeking to become!

Remembering

The most important primary relationship is that with your source; from that, everything else flows.

It’s easy to pop out a statement like this. It may ring true to you, but still, what does it really mean; and most of all, how does one get there?

So many posts on my blog have spoken of alignment. Alignment with source. That is the relationship with source. Alignment with source means first of all to accept that there is a greater non-physical part of who you are in human form. It seems silly and simple to some, but it is a first step. Even if I believe this already, it is helpful to emphasize this thought. Some call source God, some call source Higher Self, others still call source Oneness, or Consciousness. I am sure there are many other names you could either come up with or read somewhere. It matters not. You can call source by any name that is pleasing to you and it may help to just have a name that resonates with you to make this relationship more practical. How about “Fred”? “Lou”? “Hailey”? “Abby”?.. you pick! What really matters is to remember that essential feeling of connectedness that comes along with remembering that we are more than our human form. It is as if the world expanded. It is as if you mattered more than you thought you could. (and that point is certainly true).

To practice this allowing of being greater than our human form, our mind, our emotions, our physical abilities etc, means to open the door for this non-physical part of ours to enter the playing field of humanity. Usually, once that door has been cracked open even a little bit, the feeling of relief is huge, since it takes a lot of energetic power to keep that particular door closed. You can call this moment “awakening”, but that presupposes you were asleep before. I call it “remembering”, which means you simply forgot and that is the design on Earth. The veil of forgetfulness is this “thing”, this energetic patterning that keeps most humans in the illusion of separation from their non-physical part. If you recognize that you once knew, but keep forgetting, don’t fret, this forgetting part is not your (wrong)doing. It just means that your interactions with the veil of forgetfulness are pronounced. For some, this veil is necessary for the perfect unfolding of their experience of limitation, for in non-physical we are unlimited. For others, this veil just seems to be a nuisance, a bother. Usually, it is those who have already remembered a bit of who they are and want to pursue the path of discovering ever greater awareness. For them, this veil of forgetfulness can be perceived as a hinderance.

As with any resistance, take heart and accept that the “obstacle” is there. Accept and allow, for it is there anyway. Then intend and put the focus on your desire to have the veil lift gently and in increments that are in perfect harmony with the path you are on. Then go back to the nurturing of your primary relationship by consciously reaching out to your source every day at least once. Observe the changes in your life’s experiences. They may be subtle, but they are there. Every day there are changes. Look upon the changes if you desire change and you will experience more change than you can ever hope for.

 

 

Primary Relationship

 

The most important primary relationship is that with your source; from that, everything else flows.

A Perception of Source

There are a few schools of thought when it comes to source. Oneness is one of them. Source being the totality of all that is. That is my personal understanding of source, but it is a bit more elaborate than that. The human mind (including mine of course) has a hard time really grasping what source, or All-that-is, really means. The magnitude of what source entails is just too much for a human brain to process linearly. Source is not at all linear, that much is clear to me.

To comprehend source while in physical form may be an exercise in futility. It may also not serve anyone to know more than what is needed, namely, that all is one. There are other philosophies that speak of heavenly hierarchies. A very linear system of young souls, developing souls, old souls, volunteer souls etc, the angelic realms, and finally (on a throne?) the One… I have seen why such a linear hierarchy has come to be a philosophy here on Earth. What about soul missions? What about Earth experience being a school for souls (a hard one at that?) – If you consider expansion and evolution to be learning, then yes of course, every soul is learning, for no soul will ever stagnate, whether it has focused some energy in a physical body or not is beside the point. So, how do we come to have two seemingly differing thoughts about what source is, or who we are when we re-emerge into the undending sea of consciousness I call source? – Is source equal to oneness, or is source neatly and hierarchically divided into sections or levels? The experience I have with source energy tells me that it is both – sort of anyway.

Oneness is something that can easily be experienced while vibrationally aligned with source energy. There are also differing levels (for lack of a better word). These levels are not strictly hierarchic however, they are governed by vibration and there is a law of grace in place. This law does not cause a vibration that is unlike another (within source itself) to meet and interact in a conscious manner. The term “Law of Grace” is inspired. I picked it up years ago, when I learned to navigate with my consciousness alone within source energy. This law will not “allow” a lower vibration to “look upon” a very high vibration, as it would be very uncomfortable for that source point (a specific frequency point within source) to do so if it could happen, which it cannot, as like attracts like in all of what source is.There is the act of grace involved that brings an automatic “protection” to the one source point  that vibrates at a lower rate than another source point. It is however possible, if a highly vibrating source point desires to do so, to lower its vibration to visit and interact with a lower vibrating source point, as the lower vibration is essentially contained within the higher one.

Incarnated on Earth and elsewhere, we frolic, despite not really knowing our specific source point’s frequency, but we always feel wonderful when we line up with it, regardless whether that source point is of a high vibration, having expanded around itself for a long time (metaphorically speaking) or whether it is what is sometimes termed a “young soul”, or in my words, a source point of lower vibration, which has not (yet) expanded as much. The joy when any one of us lines up with source is always the same, as the emotional guidance is the same for everyone, no matter where your personal source point’s frequency is. It also does not matter, whether it is a high vibration, or a lower vibration, as there is absolutely no judgment within source. Any judgment would be comparable to say an ear judging a toe – that simply does not happen. It also serves no purpose whatsoever, other than to satisfy perhaps curiosity, to know that there are indeed different source points of different vibrational frequency and that these source points are nothing other than different specific points of perception through which the totality of source experiences itself. It is perhaps enough to know that by way of vibrational frequency that attracts that which is like itself, we are gathering around us source points of similar and harmonious vibration to form soul groups or soul families. That is how I can say that not everyone has the same source point, but all are one.

Beware that any attempt to attribute any kind of value, importance, or hierarchy to this explanation is only the human attempt to put a non-linear sea of consciousness into linear and logical comprehension, which it cannot really do. The source point that is at the lowest possible vibration is as valuable as the one at the highest possible vibration and all source points are free to expand as they desire and become more. It is easy to fathom that in such a way, anything goes, anything is allowed, and anything can be experienced whenever the desire arises to do so. It is how creation works. It is always perfect how it is, and it is neverending.

 

Totality

When the heart has opened up to embrace all of humanity and unconditional love (source energy) flows unhindered to all of Creation, you will find yourself truly free.